Hey Carole,
First off, I want to say thanks to all who responded to last week's
message, "Breaking through the Darkness." You showed me that I had no
need to be concerned about whether it would be appropriately received.
There was much more to that dream than I first thought, and I
feel strongly that I am to share that info with you. Due to the amount,
I'm breaking it down into pieces that I hope will be easy to
understand.
Today I'll go further and explain more about the
dark cloud, the realm of darkness, the entities and how I used the steps
and answers (9 questions/steps) of the
Formula of Compassion (
Formula) to get out.
The Dark Cloud/Layer
As I wrote last week, when I moved up and out of my body, I hit this
layer energy that was like a cloud. The cloud was thick in some areas
and thin in others. It had multiple interwoven layers that reminded me
of Baklava. But the texture was much different; instead of being
light, flaky and sweet, they were rubbery, like a balloon, and mucky.
I
got the distinct impression that this dark cloud is not the same as the
3D Veil, and how it is connected, I am not sure. It exists in this
dark realm that I sense may be the astral plane. I clearly remember
that this plane had a bottom and a top, both cloud like, and was maybe
100 feet in height. It was dimly lit with the light coming from the
light above the clouds on top.
Back to the dark cloud...
I got the sense that the cloud was something that we each personally
create. Each time we feel anger, fear, sadness or hopelessness, (any
negative feeling), and we stuff that feeling; it doesn't disappear. The
feeling is shunted from the physical body into the emotional field
through a corresponding chakra where it attaches to the dark cloud.
Emotional Clearing, DNA Recoding and the Dark CloudIt
didn't occur to me until after last week's message that the dark cloud
is connected to the emotional blocks I speak of in DNA Recoding.
DNA Recoding overview link:
http://www.nibiruancouncil.com/html/recodeoverviewarticle.html
When I received that info back in 1996, I saw the blocks as separate
little onions. Now I realize they are all connected and make up this
cloud I was seeing. It also explains the part of seeing that the layers
are thick in some areas and thin in others. The thick areas are blocks
that simply have more layers. The thin areas are the areas that
stretch between and connect the blocks. In short, when we do emotional
clearing we are essentially working on removing layers from the many
interconnected blocks (onions) in this cloud. Compassion permanently
removes the layers.
I remember seeing that my cloud was one of
many, in fact, the clouds stretched out in front of me for miles into
the distance in all directions. I intuitively know, without having to
see, that there was a human beneath each of the clouds.
The smell or odor of this place was another thing that I remembered
after writing last week's message. The smell (actually, it was more
like a stench) was very strong and disgusting. Each feeling or emotion
had a specific odor. Anger smelled like burnt tar and bitterness
smelled like green bile. Fear, now that was something else! It was
pungent and reminded me of the unsavory orders emanating from my
brothers' dirty clothes basket when it was filled with week-old dirty
socks, underwear and sweaty gym clothes.
The final thing about the smells is that they had a strong unbalancing effect. Terror was the most destabilizing.
The EntitiesThe
entities that I saw quietly moving from cloud to cloud harvesting the
energies, were your run of the mill variety. They seemed frightening at
first but my perspective changed as I took them through the
Formula of Compassion.
For those not familiar with the
Formula, it is a series of 9
questions that lead a person out of being the disempowered victim, and
into being the empowered full responsible creator of an event. This
occurs because the answers can only be obtained through the application
of higher beliefs. I call them "God Conscious" beliefs. These are the
fully integrated beliefs of a creator god/goddess. These God conscious
beliefs enable us to activate the endocrine system at the
multidimensional level. The most important function at that level is
that of the thymus: it produces the hormone of compassion.
Formula link:
http://www.nibiruancouncil.com/html/formula_of_compassion.html
It was when I reached the point in the *Formula* where I felt
compassion, that the slit opened in the cloud allowing me to get
through.
Another thing that occurred during the dream was my
personal experience with the entities. One of them had attached to me.
It had attached in order to feed off the rich energies of sadness and
despair that I had been carrying since my brother's sudden death two
years before. (Each time I felt those feelings, they flowed like dark
ink into my emotional field.)
As I wrote in previous message, my brother's death shattered me and
brought on depression. Though I had moved through a lot of it, there
was still lingering grief. I had asked for help in releasing the
remainder. This dream was the answer. What was holding me back was
this entity--that I was not aware of. So when I saw it in the dream, I
knew I had to release it. In doing so I learned something very
valuable. Below is my Formula that I worked to release the entity.
The 9 questions/answers of the Formula of Compassion1. What is the lesson?
The
lesson was to understand how entities serve the Light, along with how
compassion not only released the entity, it freed us both from the dark
cloud.
2. What is the contract?
The contract was for the entity to attach for as long as I needed it to.
3. What is the role?
The role the entity was playing was to show me how I drain myself by
choosing to feel sadness and despair when I know that not only does it
hurt me, it does nothing to help my brother who lives on and is trying
to heal on the "other side."
4. What is the aspect of myself being reflected?
Entities
attach and drain energy. I had allowed the grief and sadness over my
brother's death to turn to depression which is extremely draining. So
the entity was mirroring to me how I have behaved like an entity to
myself.
5. What is the gift?
There was more than one gift. First, the gift of being able to release
the entity. Secondly, it was recognizing how far I had gone in allowing
the depression to take hold affecting my health, and life in general.
Thirdly, realizing that the way to release an entity is acceptance if
it's purpose for existence, rather than rejection and condemnation, as I
was taught as a child.
6. Can I accept responsiblity?
Yes, I can accept responsibility for this entity having been in my life since I am the one that made the contract.
7. Can I allow myself to let go?
Yes, I can allow myself to let go of fear and anger I felt towards entities.
8. Can I release to release blame?
Yes,
I can release them from blame. After all, the one that was with me
showed up per my agreement that we made before I was born.
9. Can I be kind now, and if so, how?
Yes, I can be kind. The way I will show it is to help others understand
the role of entities, as well as, how to release these tortured souls
so that they can go home.
Final thoughts on the Entities
When
the entity detached from my shoulders it transformed from a faceless
being with dark and icky energy, into a soul. This Soul seemed to be
confused as though it had just remembered who it really was. I felt
such strong emotions...of wonder at what I was witnessing, of heartache
for all the pain it had suffered. I thought of all the people this soul
had loved and how they must have missed him/her. I wondered what had
happened to cause him/her to end up here.
Suddenly, the Soul saw the light and moved towards it, disappearing from
view. I realized then that my choice to feel compassion had released
it from its prison in this dark realm, allowing it to finally go home. I
sensed others excitedly waiting for him/her on the other side.
I
looked into the distance and observing the other entities wondered who
they were. It never occurred to me that many were lost souls. And they
awaited their release.
In closing, there is still more to this
dream, a part about soul matrices, and I'll cover that in another weekly
message. I hope that what I have shared this week is as helpful to you
as it was to me.
big hugs and joyous blessings,
Jelaila Starr
The Nibiruan Council
www.NibiruanCouncil.com~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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